So I wanted to start a blog about Worship. Here it is. I know that I am going to have so much to say on the subject. But First let me tell you about my trip to Bethel:
I can’t quite believe that I am going to America, let alone going to be submerged in worship for 2 weeks. John 1st came up with the idea after being told by God to encourage me in my worship leading and song writing. I said no on all counts. The thought of leaving my children for that long and flying alone (which is one of my worse fears) filled me with dread. I did pray about it and although God said I should go….. I still decided not to. Then John was on my case and I decided to apply as I thought I would definitely not get in. I was accepted. :o I then decided I still couldn’t go. I was torn between knowing it would be an amazing experience and feeling guilty for taking some time away from my family. Then only 2 days later a new mum at school came up to me (I did not know her) and told me she had a word for me. It was a long word and was full of promises but the beginning of it made me physically shake. She said that God is telling me to go…… on a long journey, much further than I wanted to go. It was on an aeroplane to a place very far away to spend time submerged in worship. She said that God was clear that I had to go. God was going to anoint me there for the things he has for me to do in worship when I get back. I was utterly gobsmacked. God spoke to me. To me. Directly. So here I am getting ready for a journey of a lifetime, excited and nervous, but I feel I am doing Gods will so he will look after me.
